Thursday, September 13, 2012

Stephanie Kovach- Three Days Three Ways

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ONE ROUTE: 3 WAYS/ 3 DAYS
Stephanie Kovach

 North Lake Drive

9/8
The brisk morning air this morning foreshadowed the coming of autumn.  I’m ecstatically waiting for the day I can comfortably wear a sweatshirt and jeans.  For now, a t-shirt and pants will do nicely.

 Walking along North Lake Drive, I decided to start off my first day with a challenge and go barefoot.  Going barefoot meant persistently examining the ground for harmful obstacles, which could pierce my sensitive feet.  The experience transformed into a meditation.  Instead of thinking about what errands I needed to run, the homework that I was neglecting, or what I wanted to cook for lunch, I was thinking about the present moment.  The now.  I was concerned about how to navigate, rather than contemplating (much like my experience in “The Urban Woods”).  Yet, walking over a few sticks and pebbles was unavoidable.  I had to stop a few times to remove debris from my feet.     

When I reached the Calatrava, I started to attract attention.  Unlike walking near Bradford Beach, I assume people rarely walk barefoot near such a classy setting.  Is walking barefoot really that taboo? 

Feeling people’s gaze, I started to feel slightly uncomfortable.  I wondered if anyone would question why I was walking barefoot.  Coincidently, after this thought a gentleman questioned, “Girl, why you got no shoes?”  I replied with a smirk and the reply, “It’s an experiment.”  He shook his head in confusion then rambled on with more questions.  Ignoring him, I continued walking.  I could have explained why I wasn’t wearing shoes and we might have had a meaningful conversation about the concept of walking without shoes.  However, I quickly made a choice not to give him a conclusion.  I determined that the gentleman would benefit from my ambiguity.  He would mentally question why I was doing what I was doing and try to uncover a purpose from my actions.  Ambiguity feeds the imagination and I wanted to give him this gift.

I suppose my moment of internal conflict was similar to that of photojournalists and/or documentarians.  Interacting too much with the environment can compromise the authenticity of a piece.  Yet, an artist can feel obligated to interact with that environment, since it is their focus.  In fact, some artists even stage their scene.  There are positives and negatives of both perspectives; however, I enjoy perceiving the raw form of an environment’s inner-workings without contaminating it with my subjectivity.    

After my short interaction with this man, I started contemplating (Perhaps, he, unintentionally, contaminated my experience).  Is it really that bizarre to walk barefoot?  Shouldn’t this be considered natural?  After all, our bare feet used to be our only way of transportation.  And, it’s beneficial!  Walking barefoot exercises muscles in your feet that would otherwise be lackadaisical.  Professional runners often run barefoot to strengthen these muscles.  So, why is going barefoot not considered a social norm? 

At the end of it all, I realized that I would further experience this journey via dealing with the blisters I had obtained.  Joy.

9/11
Today I took The Park shuttle to MIAD, which drives past Bradford beach.  This journey was much less time-intensive than my first.  Because all the seats were occupied, I had to stand.  I found the challenge of maintaining balance to be enjoyable. 

We drove past Bradford Beach.  The fiery sun was currently around a fifteen-degree angle from the horizon and progressively hovered into the amethyst sky.  Bradford was deserted.  This outdoor serenity dramatically contradicted the noisy bus’ interior.  Outside, majestic silhouettes embraced the sandy floors.  Inside, the floor was overlain with backpacks and the shoes of timely freshmen.      Looking outside at the tremulous waters, I thought that one could easily mistake Lake Michigan for the ocean.  As I swayed side to side, I imagined myself surfing.

9/12
Into the night of the day, I walked along the sandy beach and let the sand envelope my toes.  The wind fiercely combed through my hair.  It was cold.

I approached my favorite spot on the beach.  Climbing into the elevated beach chair, I let the white noise of the waves clear my mind.  I looked around and saw a couple behind me.  Due to the wind, I could just barely hear the low hum of conversation.  Soon, the couple left. 

It was dark out, but the waning crescent and streetlights produced a sufficient amount of light.  Dark figures on the sidewalk would passed by, then walk under a street light and become clearer, then would go back into the darkness and continue this cycle.  A few cars would pass by, now and then.

Realizing that I had to complete a lot of homework, I soon left the beach.

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